{"id":337,"date":"2009-05-15T11:45:52","date_gmt":"2009-05-15T08:45:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/karder.org.tr\/?p=337"},"modified":"2018-04-21T11:46:41","modified_gmt":"2018-04-21T08:46:41","slug":"ibrahim-ozcan-ismail","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/2009\/05\/15\/ibrahim-ozcan-ismail\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0130brahim \u00d6zcan-\u0130SMA\u0130L"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u0130SMA\u0130L<\/span><\/b><\/h2>\n

\u0130SMA\u0130L<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz\u00fcne dokundum, biraz so\u011fuktun.
\nBelli ki takatsiz, belli ki yorgun
\nBekledim; ses veresin
\n” K\u00f6t\u00fc Garda\u015f ho\u015f geldin” diyesin
\nAma olmad\u0131.\u00c7ok donuktun…<\/p>\n

Ulan Peyho!
\nYine yapt\u0131n yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131;
\nHepimizden erken \u00f6dedin, \u015ferefsiz azrailin gariban g\u00f6vdenden \u00fc\u00e7 kuru\u015fluk alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131.
\nSana m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc borcuna sad\u0131k olmak!..
\nSana m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc; bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc bile g\u00f6rmedi\u011fin kahpe felekten y\u0131ld\u0131zs\u0131z AFER\u0130Nler almak!
\nArasa’da, tarlada, fabrikalarda kalbini ac\u0131larla balyozlayarak;
\nOrtac\u0131k g\u00f6vdeni, topra\u011f\u0131rahim’e H\u0131z\u0131r’\u0131n asas\u0131 gibi \u00e7akmak.
\nYak\u0131\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131 Karaelbistan’da ak fistan\u0131 dal\u0131na takmak!
\nYak\u0131\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131 \u015fimdi; \u00fc\u00e7y\u00fczelli haneli Karaca’y\u0131, Kuru\u00e7ay’\u0131, Arasa’y\u0131 PeyHambersiz b\u0131rakmak!..<\/p>\n

Ah ulan Peyho!
\nN’olordu \u015fimdi sen yine t\u00fcrk\u00fclerini s\u00f6yleyeydin.
\nTeymen’inden tokad\u0131n\u0131 yeyip, yine kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n nakarattan devam edeydin…<\/p>\n

“Bin cefalar etsen almam \u00fcst\u00fcme..
\nKalem seni par\u00e7a par\u00e7a k\u0131rar\u0131m
\nGelin oldum d\u0131r\u0131can\u0131n eline
\nCelal O\u011flan… vesaire…”<\/p>\n

Komik K\u00fcrt hikayeleri sat\u0131p,Olur olmaz heryerde
\nyine bo\u015fbo\u011fazl\u0131k edeydin…
\nEn bozuk an\u0131m\u0131zda bile yine milleti g\u00fcld\u00fcreydin…
\nZarar\u0131 yok! tek; “Sus ula \u0130smail yeter!” dedirteydin..
\nHi\u00e7 bi\u015fey bulamad\u0131ysan; Yar\u0131 a\u00e7, sefil, peri\u015fan da olsan;
\nT\u0131pk\u0131 eskisi gibi otob\u00fcs garaj\u0131nda;
\nK\u00f6yden gelecek ek\u015fili ekme\u011fini, yavan peynir, \u00e7\u00f6kele\u011fini bekleyeydin.
\nYine Hediye’den “E\u015f\u015fek Dayla\u011f\u0131”yla ba\u015flayan k\u0131sa dualar i\u015fiteydin…
\nYine Bu\u011fday Pazar\u0131’nda, Hamza’n\u0131n \u00c7ayoca\u011f\u0131’nda cebinde \u00e7ay paras\u0131 olmasa da
\nharcaya harcaya hi\u00e7 bitiremedi\u011fin \u015fen \u015fakrak yan\u0131nla,
\ng\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn her k\u00fcrde; “Ula k\u00fcrt! ben peyhamber olal\u0131 senin gibi gul yaratmad\u0131m, sen de nerden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131n” diye fetvalar vereydin, umars\u0131zca…
\nYine Fethiyeli \u015fivesiyle, “Ura ura!.. Dedeme bah, dedeme” li
\nabart\u0131l\u0131 hikayeler anlatayd\u0131n, en \u00e7ok da \u00e7ilingir sofram\u0131zda..<\/p>\n

Ah ulan peyho!
\nAli Onba\u015f\u0131’dan torpilli yaratm\u0131\u015f seni yaradan.
\nSenin neyin eksik ki yaz\u0131lmas\u0131n trajikomik t\u00fckenmez hat\u0131ran; Ah ulan R\u0131za’dan…
\nOkuyas\u0131n diye yazm\u0131yorum sana bu mektubu
\nBilirsin haf\u0131za \u00e7oktaan gidik, K\u00f6t\u00fc Garda\u015f’\u0131nda.
\nGeldi\u011fimde belki sorars\u0131n da, “gitti\u011fin g\u00fcn\u00fc” unutup, hat\u0131rlayamam
\n\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u00fcn diye; senin i\u00e7in ald\u0131m kalemi elime k\u0131rkd\u00f6rt y\u0131l\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Ah ulan peyho!…
\nBu g\u00fcn seni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde,
\nikibin dokuz yi\u011firmialt\u0131 Nisan’\u0131n \u00f6\u011flesinde
\nhastane bodrumu so\u011fuk betonun \u00fcst\u00fcnde
\nY\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f, tertemiz, masum, yar\u0131c\u0131plak bedeninle
\n\u0130lk defa korkmad\u0131m! \u00f6l\u00fcmden…
\nNe emmimde, ne day\u0131mda ne de babamda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm;
\n\u00d6l\u00fcmden ilk defa korkmad\u0131m!
\nKorkmad\u0131m \u00f6l\u00fcmden ilk defa \u0130smail!
\nKokrmad\u0131m ilk defa \u00f6l\u00fcmden….<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn sen gittin…
\nYaln\u0131z dinleyip gecenin sessizli\u011fini,
\nYaln\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 seyrettin…
\nSamanyolunda kimbilir ka\u00e7 patoz huzuru tekba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7ektin..
\nAlaca\u011f\u0131m Olsun…
\nK\u0131skand\u0131m \u015fimdi. K\u0131zd\u0131m.. H\u00f6ykelenip, \u00f6fkelendim…<\/p>\n

\u015eimdilik yazacaklar\u0131m bu kadar…
\nYan\u0131na gedi\u011fimde sana \u00e7ook anlatacaklar\u0131m var…<\/p>\n

\u0130mza:
\nK\u00f6t\u00fc Garda\u015f’\u0131n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130SMA\u0130L \u0130SMA\u0130L Y\u00fcz\u00fcne dokundum, biraz so\u011fuktun. Belli ki takatsiz, belli ki yorgun Bekledim; ses veresin ” K\u00f6t\u00fc Garda\u015f ho\u015f geldin” diyesin Ama olmad\u0131.\u00c7ok donuktun… Ulan Peyho! Yine yapt\u0131n yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131; Hepimizden erken \u00f6dedin, \u015ferefsiz azrailin gariban g\u00f6vdenden \u00fc\u00e7 kuru\u015fluk alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Sana m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc borcuna sad\u0131k olmak!.. Sana m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc; bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc bile g\u00f6rmedi\u011fin kahpe felekten y\u0131ld\u0131zs\u0131z […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/337"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=337"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/337\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":338,"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/337\/revisions\/338"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=337"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=337"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/karder.org.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=337"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}